which brings me to the funny biz: i was assassinated. T.T on the 1st day of play, i got killed! it was like the first soldier who landed on shore in saving private ryan....blah
it gets better: i was at the cafeteria and i wanted to eat with someone but i couldnt find a buddy, so i ate by myself...
**tangent**it sucks to eat alone. oh, the shame & humility! to everyone who's ever eaten alone, i salute you. whenever i eat alone, i always pull out my phone and pretend to text someone with a really really intense expression or when its really bad, i slide my phone open and start having a one-way conversation with "a friend" who "i'm meeting for lunch." i'll say something like "where you at fool?!" that's right. i'm too sneaky for my self-esteem to be belittled by the likes of you. so enjoy your lunches with your human friends because im having the time of my life texting myself. freaks. **end tangent**
anyhow, my murderer's room mates (who i vaguely remembered from last year) "befriended" me and started to talking to me with no other purpose than to stall until my murderer arrived. so... like an ox going to the slaughter, i got owned. hahah
in completely unrelated, but perhaps more important news, this really helped me today:
"for this reason i kneel before the father, from whom his whole family in heaven and on earth
derives its name. i pray that out of his glorious riches, he may strengthen you with power through his spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. and i pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge - that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God." (eph 3:14-19)
Thank you God. i want to do my best to love you.
